shiny

 
shiny shine, in the gloom I am glowing
in the depths I feel deeply
I spin in the energies so I get it
my anger is contagious I recoil when it hits me straight up

sinister need feeds its face off the hurt
I sequester my rage
it needs time in quarantine genuflecting
I've been here with you before, I feel
so I spill my guts like we're family

I can't be anyone but who I am
I can'r hack it as an actor
and really who would I be fooling?
no one, not even me

I escalate the violence inside me
whispering blasphemies
my sacredness disturbed by my sorrow
I pick up my sword then I lay it down
not sure who my enemy is

spikes the feeling then I feel defeated
a prisoner of apathy
I cut my tongue out and spit it
there will be no dark thoughts

you feel me?