Frustration

Frustration
Is like a toothache
A headache that won't go away.
Masochist that you are
You nevertheless do
All that is needed to keep
Thje Ghastly Beast fed.
Frustration is not rational.
Some sort of innate and
Very unconscious reflex
It is like the rat in the cage trained
To press on the button to get
The reward.
You must always seek opportunities
To be cornered and feed the Beast,
The cancer that is feeding on you.
You willingly let that cancer feast
On your very entrails
So that in turn it can feed you
Anger and frustrations.
You seek the frustrations
Just like others seek other sorts
Of corporal punishment,
Like Laurence, the Ultimate Masochist.
You seek to put yourself in confrontal situations.
You are frustrated at the world
Frustrated because of who and what you are
But that you can't change,
For that is your lousy Reality.