Not My Train

It's easy to fall over
and die
it would be all over
in no time
in no time at all
but it's not easy
to stand on the platform
and wait

The longer you wait
the harder it gets
You don't want to live
but you don't want to wait
to die
 
The waiting gets so hard
you don't want to die anymore
so hard
you don't want to die at all
 
And when the train goes by
you feel a hammer blow
the rush of the wind on your face
and you know you'll never change
because you're really nothing

You didn't have the balls
so you're really nothing at all
just another suicidal commuter
fooling halfhearted with death
So get real
you'll never have the balls