pain

your gone....your gone ..youve gone far away and you wont come back ever agian because your dead ..verry dead, do we really go to a better place when we die ? is there such thing as a heaven because im living in hell . where does the soal go after the burial ? do they fall forever never hitting the ground forced to disapear for eternity? in the dead of night they cry out never to be heard from agian. their rage pocesseses our hearts never to be loved ,their torture blinds our unholy eyes blocking the happiness from our lives the feeling of numbness is undescribable ,id rather feel the razor going deep into my pale skin watching the blood drip from my wrist as it falls to the floor ,looking into the i could see the light leave my brown eyes ,the room is spinning as i take my last breath why is life a vacant room like a broken bottle of whiskey ,im trying to be what you want me to be its so exhausting iv grown weak and living with the hurt you gave me ,where is my gun id rather pull the trigger than be with you i wish i was someone else i feel like my life is spiraling down all the way down i just wish i could swing life away