bane

 
it's felt in the hidden fear
my face lies to the mirror
a smile plastered to my lips
false inside me I feel it...slip

needy greed cloys
my soul convulses
bitter chaos peaks
speaking parables of distrust
a grudge against myself

I'm insane didn't you hear?

I seek but fall flat against adversity
malicious feelings revolt spiking delirium
twisted within, my sorrow sings
I listen then block it out
it reveals too much about myself

dark faith brings me pleasure
I can get inside and die there
inside the solemn secret...wither

my thoughts are a bane to my existence
the silences vows to keep it all in
in the void even my screams are swallowed

nothing escapes, no not ever