crush

 
sonnets of discontent
spells need in the heart of my soul
greed and want mingle
coming together as one

in my being I shy
I hate letting my feelings speak
it hurts to be this vulnerable
fluctuating desires confuse me
fade into lust then burn out

the pain is real
needy girl out of control
anger simmers threatens to explode
I cringe biting my tongue
I won't reveal my nature

insidious want left to languish
the monster peaks
inside my need I burn