I AM DONE

MAYBE YOU WOULD LOVE THE VERSION OF THE ME I AM
AND NOT THE VERSION YOU MADE ME TO BE GOD DAMN
NOW LOVE AINT EASY BUT WHY THE FUCK SOULD IT BE THIS HARD
MY HEART IS NOT TOILET PAPER YOU WIPE YOUR ASS WITH AND DISGARD
LOVING YOU WAS THE BEST PART AND WORST PART OF ME AND I LOVED THAT TOO
BUT HOW DOES IT FEEL NOW WALKING IN MY SHOES
NOW THAT I AM DEAD INSIDE AND SMELLING OF ROTTEN FLESH
SEEING A FACE YOU HATE AND BITTERLY DETEST
NO MORE CUDDLES AND KISSES AND SLAPS ON THE ASS
NO WE HAVE GROWN UP TOO MUCH AND BEING SWEET IS FOR A CERTAIN AGE CLASS
LOVE FADES IN AND OUT OF HATE
WE PRETEND ITS LOVE AND NOT LUST WHEN WE MATE
MAYBE THIS IS OUR FATE
EATING FOOD WE HATE JUST TO SAY WE FINISHED THE PLATE
KEEPING UP APPEARENCES
CONSTANSTLY DENYING THE EMOTIONAL INTERFERENCES
NEVER LETTING GO OF OLD SHIT -NO CLEARENCE
LEAVING NO SPACE FOR PERSEVERENCE
SHOUTING AND SCREAMING
LETS ADMIT WE ARE DREAMING
ALL THE LIES AND ALL THE SCHEMING
THERE IS NO REDEEMING
DEFEATED OR RETREATED
EITHER WAY
I AM DONE