Anger That Dwells Within

Leaning on a wall,
Sliding to the floor.
Hot tears fall.
I never added up..
You said I'll never change,
But what the fuck do you know?!
I'm raging,
I can hear my heart pound
In my chest, in my head.
I scream out, I wanna
Run away, slam the door
On everything and yell..
What the hell.
I've reached my limits.
Just take a step back,
Let me boil in my own
Hatered, pain, and anger.
I'll cool off eventually...
Don't blame me, I'm
Walking alone.
I still feel like running
Away, but I'm so far from home.
I've dropped it all
To the ground..
I lay here, anger running
Down my face,
I cry out in pain.
This anger never leaves..
It dwells deep inside.
Let me be, I'm in a fight with
This world. I'm winning,
But not by much.
I don't want your help,
I don't want your sympathy.
I want this to end.
I want to feed this anger and
Let it all go..
I want.... Closure...