I'm glad I can't hate you...

I sit back and I think
Wondering how this all fell apart
How dare you drag me into this
And conceal that you don't have a heart
You tell me I'm not fit for
A life built with my back
My heart exploded into pieces
Did yours even crack?
Oh you don't have one
Shit I forgot
You're completely dead inside
But I never smelled the rot
This would be so much easier
If any of that were true
But there is no one to blame
Not me, not you
The simple truth is
We just couldn't make it work
How can love so true
Bring on this much hurt?
Remember in the beginning?
God things were great.
You brought me back to life
You got rid of my hate.
You taught me so much
You helped me to rise
The loss is really mine
So dry those pretty eyes
We sewed so much together
But will never get to reap it
Your name tattooed on my arm
Forever I will keep it
What do we do now?
Because the love is still there
We agree it will never work
But fuck it isn't fair
I don't regret a second
They were my 6 best years
I don't regret the fighting
I don't regret the tears
Better you make me cry
Than another make me laugh
Never whole again
I lost my better half
I'm so sorry I walked away
But only that could save you
I long to stop hurting
But I'm glad I can't hate you