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La di die by nessa Barrett ft jxdn

Does it rain in California?
Only dream I’ve ever known.
Will they love you when you’re famous?
It’s where you’ll never be alone.

Hope some day I’ll find nirvana
I’ll be looking down below
I’ll be dead at twenty-seven
Only eight more years to go.

I got a bully in my head
Fake love, fake friends
I was broken when you left
Now you hear me everywhere you go.

La-da-dee, oh, la-dee-dah
Gonna be a superstar
Be that guy you used to know
Playing on the radio

La-da-dee, oh, oh, la-dee-die
Loving me is suicide
I’m a dreamer, I’m on fire
La-da-dee, run for your life

Said I’m gonna be a rockstar, yeah, yeah, yeah
Told her I don’t want a war, yeah, yeah, yeah
I don’t see me going far, yeah, yeah, yeah
That’s what happens when I fall apart

All of me wants all of you
But I’m far away and I can’t choose
Got a lot of lessons that I need to learn
Go a lot of lessons

My depression and misconceptions
And all the mistakes that lead to lessons
My depression, it makes me question
My depression, it makes me question

La-da-dee, oh, la-dee-da
Gonna be a superstar
Be the guy you used to know
Playing on the radio

La-da-dee, oh, la-de-die
Loving me is suicide
Im a dreamer, I’m on fire
La-da-dee, run for you life

Does it rain in California
Where the angels cry for me?
Want the drugs that taste like candy
And blood diamonds in my teeth

La-da-dee, oh, la-dee-da
Gonna be a superstar
Be the guy you used to know
Playing on the radio

La-da-dee, oh, la-dee-die
Loving me is suicide
Im a dreamer, I’m on fire
La-da-dee, run for your life

Yeah I’m gonna be a superstar
Written by RagingFlames
Published
Author's Note
This song speaks to me more then I’d like it to. After the disappearance of all of my friends. my best friend changing, forgetting who I am, and losing it. My father sick, I’m tryna not be homeless, and my family tryna force me into the military… I’m so lost I don’t even know what to do anymore…
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