Trying To Make Sense Of Adrenal Junk

 

The river of blood stampeded like wildebeest in my veins
As the adrenaline run goes cross-country.
Neon dreams fervently flicker across the eyelids
To the raves of harmless intent,
A contradiction came shouting "silence!"
But they're simply dreams
Touching on the ideas of grandeur
From the mind,
The worlds greatest architect of conception.

Blind me with the image of cruelty,
Blister my skin with irritation
Then deafen my ears with the words of hate.
The meaning of humanity is whispered into deaf ears
As the weight of the world is in selfish hands
The way man works lovingly for himself
As this old world brings nothing but recycled waste.
An echo of forever that lasts a lifetime,
I'll create for I can not kill
The arrogant child builds character in lego blocks.

A dreamer losing his mind in these waking hours.
Soon after the human funeral had eclipsed
Ghostly infatuation exhumed the memories,
Until the tears slithered like
Transparent snakes down mountains of cheekbone
Descending into emotional nihilism,
This suffering that frequently dribbles off my bones
Streaming like slow decay.

Where is this summer of love?
Is the sky somewhat broken?
The questions form like frost off a winter breath,
The iceman cometh, the iceman fucking cometh
As there has been much climate change of late.
Though always behind; scheduled like I am,
Falling through life I can't wait to land
I'll either find my feet or break my neck
So maybe I do need a psychiatrist and a notepad
My head's full of thoughts
My heart's full of emotion
My stomach's full of shit