Dues

Falling from the sky
I could not fly
I made my bed and now I must die.
no... not my physical shell
but
my soul is being ravished
by love and its constituents
so for me, there is no escape
initially I was afraid
but now nuetral to the circumstance
I have been stripped
I am this bare naked woman
with sad eyes
remembering my days of innocence
days of being blind
yea its been awhile since the stork
left me behind
but now i wait
to hit
that abyss
known as depressions welcoming pit.
All because I inadvertently
fell in love
can that be?
something like that?
happening unwittingly?
I dont know...
maybe...
but see, I dont remember
the place or range
where i lost the direction i was heading
was it that narrow tier that made me loose my balance?
it doesnt matter
isnt it too late??
I have been shut out of loves gate
so now I wait,
to hit,
that abyss,
known as depressions welcoming pit.