What even .

Caught up in my ways, trying to subside the pain that’s left me in a wretched state. Yet their is so much at stake , can I attempt to walk astray¿ and I find a gentle man to lead me to his place , and thumble into place. And fill the hole I crave . But is this thirst that’s easy to crave is it really worth to take ¿ or should I just not give to many fucks and do it anyway ¿ will my actions leave me betrayed ¿ such an uncertain place. Thrifting in space, in  unmeasurable length . What will come if I decide to find a friend fuck . So much could go wrong . End up with bad luck. Or dumb struck numb .