Heartbroken

 
I feel like my heart is being squeezed by a vice
I can’t breathe, it hurts so deep
I finally told you goodbye
Now I fight the urge to take it back
Internal battle between what I know is right and what I want
This is so hard
The tears flow like hot lava down my cheeks
The butterflies in my stomach whip up a storm
I feel so tired and raw
Alone again, I guess that’s how it’s meant to be
Sadness overwhelms me
I wonder if you feel it too or are you relieved
To have me gone?