I've Been Called A Sexual Creature, But...

I have needs..

Unmet, I'm unwhole
unwell and...

Well there's an ache
deep in my chest,
like claws scraping
down my soul

I wish they were his fingers
on my skin instead

See, I have... needs

And I'm ready
to beg on my knees,
scream until my lungs
start to bleed

And i'm crying,
I'm begging please
not sure to what or who
in the dark of this room

I think the gods
abandoned me-

A knockoff Aphrodite
 at best

I deserve this ache
deep in my chest
I deserve the hate
I feel in the mirror
when my disgust
takes care of the rest

Fuck,

I have no one to want me,
A special kind of addict
neglected and dejected

Another desperate,
unfulfilled sexual

wreck