Inferno, misery, trauma, guilt

Living life uneasy, living life speedily, time is flying by like a plane, please just understand my pain, being constantly reminded of my traumas and fears, but no ears hear, please forgive me for my damage, here take this bandage, or perhaps a bandage won't heal the pain, for I will always be ashamed, I'd rather be hanged and thrown in an early grave, you once called me your babe, maybe forgiveness isn't needed, as my soul is already depleted, no longer can I cry, no longer can someone wipe the tears from my eye, I say goodbye and I wish you well, although I know my soul will burn in hell.