Prayers Ignored

I've got bruises
I've got scars I no longer show
There's nightmares in my mind
I've seen stars that no longer glow
I had dreams
I've sent prayers to the sky
When all was dark
I had demons stare me in the eyes
But the light never came
The angels ignored my call
I was wrapped in hate
Faith became my downfall
Falling to the concrete floor
Still begging to be saved
God left me alone
Now I'm left alone and enraged
Was I not worth saving?
Did my soul mean nothing at all?
Where did my prayers go?
Am I your creation or a flaw?