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mind (fuck) dump
why?
what is it?
what draws you back to me?
i spend my whole life
constantly ridding myself of you
and you always come back
you sick son of a bitch
I hope everything you've ever wanted
burns to the ground
a literal taste
of your own medicine
all you want to do is
suffocate me
twist yourself around my windpipe until
I
can't
breathe
but you like that
don't you?
you like having that power over me
don't you?
you like pushing me to the edge
don't you?
using self-love as your trojan
and pulling the rug out from under me
tick tock
thick blankets of false security
masking, taping over insecurities
tick tock
pushing until you hear me scream
is it enough to break me?
ticktockBOOM
well now you've won
how does it feel?
sick bastard
what is it?
what draws you back to me?
i spend my whole life
constantly ridding myself of you
and you always come back
you sick son of a bitch
I hope everything you've ever wanted
burns to the ground
a literal taste
of your own medicine
all you want to do is
suffocate me
twist yourself around my windpipe until
I
can't
breathe
but you like that
don't you?
you like having that power over me
don't you?
you like pushing me to the edge
don't you?
using self-love as your trojan
and pulling the rug out from under me
tick tock
thick blankets of false security
masking, taping over insecurities
tick tock
pushing until you hear me scream
is it enough to break me?
ticktockBOOM
well now you've won
how does it feel?
sick bastard
Published 1st Feb 2021
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mind dump
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1st Feb 2021 3:14am
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4th Feb 2021 1:28am
I get the feeling that this piece is not about another person but more about yourself. Your own mind playing games and tricks on you. It feels a little inadequate. Nicely written. Keep on writing and never let anyone stop you.
7th Feb 2021 10:50am
This is a very powerful and insightful and thought provoking piece yet it seems to have more to do with you trying to escape from the madness and confusion of lost understanding between the heart and mind they say that we are our worse enemy when it pertains to ourselves nothing more and nothing less for true reflection of one's self is a very powerful tool of the mind as it too holds us in a relationship with ourselves that it is carried from within the depth and deepness of the obvious that is which one feel violated mentally and emotionally even sometimes psychologically conditioning our own mind to see nothing more and nothing less but false hopes and dreams of ever coming back from the subliminal messages that screams within our brain 👁 you have a lot to say continue to put your thoughts down from your pen upon paper YOU NEVER KNOW WHO NEEDS TO HEAR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY🙏😎👁
13th Jun 2021 3:29am
This is exactly why people like messing with other people.
It's One Big Power Trip
The Ego is definitely involved
The actions of a narcissist escalate to heightened points of extremism
It's One Big Power Trip
The Ego is definitely involved
The actions of a narcissist escalate to heightened points of extremism
