I Hate You

I thought you sent me a blessing
Why do you insist on breaking me down?
God, why are you breaking me down again?
You gave me air just to have me drown
I trusted you again
I spoke to you and believed in you
You gave me a little piece of Heaven
One I believe was real and true
You’re a cruel God
I don’t want to ever speak your name
I’d rather curse your name again and again
And let you burn me in your eternal flame
I hate you so much
I didn’t ask for this pain
You told me this was a blessing
But all my faith was all in vain
You blinded me with hope
You manipulative false king
But I promise I won’t ever speak your name
I will make you pay for everything
For every ounce of pain I feel
I will have my revenge on you
If I see you in the afterlife
I will make you suffer like I’m suffering too