Dying Fuse

Suffering from mental deterioration from the constant agitations
sprouting some lyrical creations fatigued in need of some better explanations
constant contemplation deliberations without action just a distraction to my current situation
The variables are always changing life has no fixed equation yet it equals the same destination the inconvenient truth you can't dispute
No satisfaction guarantee Lifes not as easy as the movies paint it to be gotta make ends meet until my heart ceases to beat
Living on a fixed amount of time soon I will just be memories left behind trying to find something worthwhile aside from writing rhymes times ticking away bills pilling up in need of pay another participant in the rat race with no thoughts of coming in last place
I feel like I cant function with the constant consumption of contradictions half empty cup it hasn't been filled up dont think i know how
Is life truly something profound maybe I'm just over analyzing a simple situation handing death my resignation is an everlasting contemplation tired of hearing mindless conversations finishing with a hypocritical answer to my situation
Lifes not that easy just because you go to school doesnt mean people will stop being fools they will become another government tool working for the queen bee till it ceases to be
Fuck the government what I feel for you is a true resent telling me money is the solution what a disease that doesnt stop always caught up in its clutches paralyzing feeling in need of crutches a piece of paper that plenty will kill or die for what the fuck for I don't know anymore at each door I'm asked for a bit more cant seem to get anywhere if I don't have some representation from Franklin, Jackson or Lincoln its a shame that people will continually judge me this way not looking twice in my direction if I'm not in their possession
Im fiending some reasoning I'm empty as can feel I need to find something real just a muse as my fuse is running thin