Rooms

These rooms crumble underneath the pressure,
These stairs stay closed, maybe for the better,
I feel like moving out,
But sometimes these rooms can show me how,
I feel like moving on,
But these stairs seem to only go up,
 
I'm scared of what my mind can think,
Nightmares now is what covers up my dreams,
In blankets of silence, where the quiet dominates all my feelings,
I've never felt alone, but right now I feel that no one's around 'till tomorrow,
Had someone but he faded away,
My doubts seem to have made him stay,
With the questions, I have for after the day,
Do you truly exist within' me?
Or is it the demons wanting to finally,
Get their grip on my soul and my dreams,
I'm sorry for questioning again,
I'll try better to keep the thoughts away,
 
These rooms crumble underneath the pressure,
These stairs stay closed, maybe for the better,
I feel like moving out,
But sometimes these rooms can show me how,
I feel like moving on,
But these stairs seem to only go up,
 
Once my eyelids decide to go against my liking,
What will I see,
Once my eyes decide to open to another beginning?
I don't seem to doubt any more of his existence,
But sometimes the faith isn't so consistent,
I hope that doesn't put me on the left-hand side,
Where my fears are something I can no longer hide,
I hope I can be put on the right-hand side,
Where my anxiety on the inside can be dealt with in the light,
 
These rooms crumble underneath the pressure,
These stairs stay closed, maybe for the better,
I feel like moving out,
But sometimes these rooms can show me how,
 
These rooms crumble underneath the pressure,
These stairs stay closed, maybe for the better,
I feel like moving out,
But sometimes these rooms can show me how,
I feel like moving on,
But these stairs seem to only go up,
 
These rooms crumble underneath the pressure,
I don't if I'm high or going under,
Take my head and rid the voices,
That live in the rooms I've been thrown in,
Take my hand and show me how to love,
Don't let the stairs keep making me go up,