The fear of infinity

Apeirophobia- Fear of infinity

Time goes on weather you have a watch or not;
It can't be returned; it can't be bought. 
To live more than what his plan;
To live infinity in this hellish land. 

To never leave that tunnel with no light;
Leaving you helpless, for nothing insight. 
To out live everything you know;
Watching drying waterfalls that use to flow. 

So many lost people; for centuries on end;
Living in awaken dream that will only extend. 
To see a millions of sun sets and rise;
Time for you stands still; no matter your dying cries. 

A never ending torments of war and destruction;
Always being alive; always there to function. 
After awhile everything is the same;
You can't help but to go insane. 

Dark; light, day, or  night;
Everything feels the same, but it's  never right. 
To be all alone for you time goes on;
No musicians to sing your favorite song. 

Anything that was real stretching in the event horizon;
To live in  infinity is a phenomenon. 
Who would want to see the earth at its end?
That is something we can't comprehend. 

I want only one shot at this life;
Don't want an infinity with my ex-wife. 
That wouldn't be fare to the people in hell;
For she belongs in the devils hotel. 

To think about living in infinity is just wrong;
Who in their right mind wants to live that long. 
Everything you knew it lost;
Holocaust after holocaust. 

Just think about your life now, and how you live;
How you gave someone everything until nothing more to give. 
To feel the pains and the sorrow;
For their is a never ending tomorrow. 

So I do not welcome to be infinitely here;
That would be a living hell of fear. 
Holy shit! I am already here;
Now my future is somewhat clear.