i am that monster

no one apologies for making me turn this way
I hear you have changed or why don't you message me much anymore
this is karma this is your fate
don't you get many times how you hurt me to my core

when my whole world is falling apart where are you
now you wonder about me because now I move differently
I guess this is where you lose
how does it make you feel

when I gave the attention you wanted
you push me to the side
now you feel haunted
all you did was run away and hide

i feel this change in me
not sure what is going on with me
it's like I got new eyes so I can see
as like I found a hidden key

like I was in a cacoon
turning into a butterfly
see into the night a full moon
it's my turn to take a ride

now it's like you can't keep up
come catch me
have you had enough
I feel so alive
I don't care if you leave

I like the monster inside
feel like embracing this darkness
I don't want to fight
for inside i am that monster