NOTHINGNESS  (including Spoken Word over Original Music)

something      
always          
 somethingness      
always          
 blessed          
when anaesthesia          
 is at it's best          
only then          
 true nothingness          
          
nothinger          
 than paralyzed          
by medicine chest          
 nothinger          
than face down          
 motionless          
after cocktails          
 countless          
          
 nothingness          
the only refuge          
 when lover rejects          
regardless          
 of excruciating pain          
I profess          
 regardlesser          
than sacrifice          
 in her service          
I acquiesced        
          
 at the time        
it seemed        
 totally selfless        
yet now I sense        
 it was perhaps        
subconcious        
 forcing self        
to invest        
 emotional hedge        
psychological chips        
 redempt        
when sufficiently        
 stressed        
          
but I digress        
          
 nothingness          
nothinger          
 than death  
good 'ol  
 last breath          
Spirit released          
 through energy          
mysterious          
 only nothingness          
relieves          
 pains from    
pondering closure        
 of this mess          
          
oh genius          
 anaesthetist          
bring me  
 your best          
swirling tank  
of gaseous  
 rest          
  
mis-interpret  
 lab test  
dont double-check  
 simply forget  
let innocent  
 human error
eternally          
 render
me oblivious          
 in glorious
perpetual          
 nothingness