a note (rage)

to the gods and goddesses
or whomever is up there
pulling the fucking strings
and keeping me from what I so desperately plead for
give me a fucking break
you heartless and treacherous motherfuckers
you unrelenting niggers
as I said a decade ago this has gone beyond the level of want
at this point
it has become need
give me her cunt
give me something to soothe these wounds
why did you give me jade?
a test?
I must have failed
and now you keep me in this cage
if you ever come near me
I will cut out your throats
and fuck your children
while you watch and die in your own blood and tears
you want to fuck with me
then we will find ourselves in war
as I said before: "we react when broken"
and this is on your hands
I will find you
I will break you
for your sins that you've dropped upon my life
I will kill you all
be careful what you do
you'll find yourself fucked up
I am significant
there's something inside of me
and if the pandora box opens
you're gonna find yourselves in some fucking trouble
(watch out)