I Am

I am the type of person that will push others away then beg them to stay as they are leaving.
I am also the type of person when shown a really good idea my face and voice says thats a good idea or that's awesome when in turn on the inside I'm completely pissed off at myself for not thinking of it first.
I will complain about other people doing something or saying something that's odd only to turn around later on and do the same thing.
I tell my kids not to listen to an artist or song then you'll hear me Jam to it the next week.
I hate when people can't shut up yet with a certain person or two I can't shut up myself.
I can't portray happiness very well only to be crying profusely on the inside.
I have a heart of gold despite being told I don't have one at all.
I always know what to say to people to help them out yet I'm the first person not to take my own advice.