connection

    
   
   
    how long have you been alone?; you seem nice; what's your view on life?; what sacrifice would break the ice?;    
   
   
 myself; I'm a drifter by day, and attempt to "write" poetry some nights; I've been isolated most of my life;    
   
   
I've fantasized of connecting without getting too attached; when I imagine "relationships", they almost never last....    
   
   
I'm an introverted pessimist with a fair amount of "class" yet I'm tired of the running while going no where fast....    
   
   
 I wonder if I really even want to connect; cause we live in a world where one's ego goes unchecked; the worst one expects due to value of respect....  
   
   
 drifting is the one thing that I feel that I do best.... I question if I'm worth it cause I feel a complete mess....