A Boy And His Dragon

I'm so god damn pensive

Compelled by the facade of this living and breathing travesty

The worlds distortion triggers my inner sorrow

A representation of the hollow tomorrows

I struggle to pay my respects to today

A disarray of all the letters I say

In the reality of nothing can ever be undone

It's caught in a perpetual rerun

Everything plays over and over and over

It can never erased

Stuck in the psychic blue prints

In the mind of outer space

Sometimes it's hard to believe in this place

An eroded heaven

Failure to cleanse the corrupted saints

I struggle to paint in these mortal restraints

I'm longing to write that undying letter

Where I'm freer than a word

From an ink dipped feather

Somehow I've survived these psychotic endeavors

At any instant...... Everything severs

Torn in two.?...... Or is it a gradual weep

Eternal sleep in the advents of time

A disclosure behind the enemy lines

The idea of sinner in the virgin of mind

The duet of life in a respectable death

A gown of silent white

Staind deep and soiled with blood

Torn in the back alleys of life

I'm on the brink...

These galloping thoughts are mine to think

Metronomic granules of silken sand

Conjoined to form this fairy tale land

A plethora of inter conceptions

My belief in our eternal inceptions

A speculative immersion

The journeys of my projective head

A psychiatric excursion

Has me chained to the frame of this smoldering bed

Branded on the cover of undying persistence

We burn through the pages of endless existence

Thoughts with no shoes...

Running in time...

Their mine...

I'm pacing........... I'm racing.....

Control yourself dear boy.........

It's all just another dragon your chasing...


                                                        ELI