Floating away my pain

I don't miss swimming
I miss that moment of clarity
Where I float on my back above water
Feeling no weight of mu body or responsibilities
Just the cool water splashing in my eyes

Nothing on my mind but serenity
Each breath of air feeling cold and lively
Opening my eyes to see the stars above
Moonlight reflecting on gentle waves
Realising I'm nothing compared to the vastness of the universe
My problems a mere speck

Epiphanies to live every moment of my privilege with joy
And appreciate everything I have
To take out more time for me
Cause in the end everything I do
Should make sense exclusively to me