10-4-20

Nothing more to gain...
everything to lose.
This empty path...
that you'll choose.

It's all so stupid...
an completely dumb.
I open another cut...
jus to become numb.

Let me close my eyes...
to forget your lie.
Finally to feel peace...
an physically die.

But even that's a joke...
as we fight an scrape.
Trapped in the illusion...
with no escape.

I'm sick of me...
you're disgusted with you.
Our dissociative blanket...
nothing is true.

We sleep a dream...
an fake this hope.
Our time spent lost...
among your cold trope.