Suicide Note

Submissive in your passing
I am so alone
Deep in this silence I hear your echo  
Seeping through other worlds
Darker oathes have left me wanting
Sorrow has become a freind
 
For sometime I've felt this way
No way out too dark to see
I suffer silent in my torment
Forever passing this life by
I cut myself to feel your kiss
Suicide betrays me greatly  
 
On the verge of my collapse
See my palace fall in ruin
Amongst the myth of resurrection  
Behold the stonework of your tomb  
I miss you greatly sew me over
Reaping memories form your altar  
 
Through the voids of other worlds  
Come to see me in my sleep  
For dreams are parallel in nature
Forsake the knowledge of the apple
The laws of order become disfigured  
In the darkness of my life
 
Better suited in the shadows
The blade has become religion
In your name I spill blood
Holding on to visions of your beauty
Your voice still haunts me
All I have to offer
Is this rendezvous with death