all about

if i'm all about me isn't that best
cause that means i work on me
and shouldn't you judge yourself rather than
focusing on the shortcomings you have
you see mirrored in me
there isn't much id change about me
because all of this makes up the
individual i am
I live my life to the beat of a different drum
most take my bubbly personality
for proof of stupidity just cause
i play intelligence down
doesn't mean i'm dumb
so i'm a gorgeous woman
but even knowing this
doesn't keep insecurities
from getting me in a funk
if confidence was a class
id most likely flunk
if you require a person to have your back
wrong or right ill lock that shit up tight
im a person that is unremarkable
except for being called light
only because in ones darkest time
I revealed no judgement just love unconditional
I am a princess to some
but mostly cause I wore a plastic crown
when first we met laughs
you may not know to what depths of low
I could go sick with it
desperation has never been my strength
i'm mostly a stop that those with something to find
come upon me with secrets and desire for blatant truth
I'll shield you from nothing
I'll shower you with strong truth
honestly straight up works
I don't lie to myself and I wont lie to you
This life is not for me to live
it is for me to learn
and the lessons that my path is ladden with
are fuckin hard at best
and my heart grows cold from the hate I hold
the people ive known couldnt attack me
with more venom than i spew looking at me in the mirror
getting in touch with my star player ,me
all day i seek that which my grappling nature
has seen fit to have elude me
addiction to drugs and knowledge
neither accomadating the other
im lonley beyond compare
with someone my intriquicies id share
but my truest face id never dare
to reveal what is raw passionate
the real me
that is someone saved for love alone
my lifestyle theyd never condone
if they ever really knew me
i would have shown all about me
an open book im not and my cover doesnt give a taste
of all i am and will become
the princess and the pea that may as well be me
bruised by nothing injured by too many
now i let you know all about me