Choose

Why have you always been there
Popping up at odd times
Like you know I'm growing weaker

We were never really friends
Just around each other
But I know
You kept me at a distance
A virgin even you
Wouldn't taste...

But youve waited all this time
Making me squirm in this nylon chair
Saying naughty
Delicious things
And I think about it for a second
How i want to give into you
That steam in your eyes
That blunt proclamation
You waiting for permission...

Im squeezing my legs together
As you pretend I'm in control
What are my plans you ask
They weren't to meet you here
Exposed

No
We've never really been friends
I've picked you up when you were broken
Too young to innocent to understand
But no more...

Youre no longer playing fair with me
Expect me to be grown
Ready to eat me
Feast on every hole...

Goddam you have no filter
Youre so honest it beats me down
And im so used to lying
But not with you around

Do I get up and leave alone
Or do I go with you?