Value?

Where did I put my value?
I am always misplacing it.
Most days I find it in someone else's hand....
Why do I keep putting it there?

Where can I get some validation?
I keep asking for it.
From anyone.

I always want to see my value through someone else's eye.
I hate how weak that is
I hate that I ask for;
val·i·da·tion /ˌvaləˈdāSH(ə)n/
Noun

With every breath, and every write.

Why am I so;
 need·y
/ˈnēdē/
adjectiv

 hate the feeling;
                It's like a drug.
 
I need to see me through your eyes
I need you to give me value

"I am so independent, that sometimes I'd rather die than have to rely on someone else...." Hahaha

                                               So
                                           freaking
                                            needy.