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Love me, Crush me

I cant believe I fell for it
I fell for you again   †
I hate the way you make me weak † †
The way you make me sin † †
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You draw me in with wisps of love † †
You wrap me in your warmth † †
And when you feel the love returned † †
You mock me into scorn † †
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You sold the lie you always sell † †
I bought it without †thought † †
Off guard you caught my heart again † †
†And crushed me on the spot † †
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"What a fool, I am to think † †
Your love was ever real † †
You'd never love someone like me † †
Cause love is not ideal" † †
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I get it, I'm your favorite game † †
You like to watch me wither † †
Always pretend you feel the same † †
Then drop me for another † †  
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I must admit I always know † †
I'm walking in a trap † †
But for you I'd die anew † †
For you I'd cross all maps † †
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I understand you can not stay † †
You can not bare the weight † †  
The hurt I always let you see † †
Is hurt you can't escape † †  
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Addictied to the pain I think † †
It's what it has to be † †
I like the pain you make me drink † †
And you like hurting me † †
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Unredeemed
Written by Unredeemed (Vickie)
Published | Edited 27th Feb 2020
Author's Note
Its exactly how it seems... Also, I see my foster kids play this out with thier parents sometimes...
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