why i cant sleep no safe space

I have been thinking about why I can't sleep
Maybe there is a monster that's gonna creep
Every time I say I'm gonna sleep early or that I slept fine
It's all just a lie

I feel like my brain won't turn off
Like I'm sick with a bad cough
This morning I felt like drain so tried
Almost like was wired
This been going on for months it started when an ex left the state
Which had me in a bad place
Now that I'm healing for that
Not such a great past

I still can't sleep always overthinking
Not sure how I'm supposed to be feeling
I have so much to do daily
Always thinking what I need to do for my Isabelle and Kaylee

There is no place safe for me
Sometimes I feel like I need to get out and breathe
I have different social media there some things I cant post
Even things that speak to me the most

I just don't want to be questioned for what' i write
I'm afraid I'm losing sight