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Turning corners,
always a new one,
which way to turn,
forever starting again,
trying is all i have,
the un-desicive,
tired of just making do,
dont understand where it went wrong,
playing tricks with my mind,
always keep it strong,
seen as the lone warrior,
really am ugly inside and out,
not trying hard enough,
not worthy of the goodness,
im praying for them all,
dont deserve to be prayed for,
wishfull thinking,
take your head out the clouds,
reality smacks you down,
dreams falsefied,
there really is no happiness,
ive tried gained and lost it,
must be me no other explanation,
what have i done wrong,
is there a light at the end of your tunnel?,
mine has faded away...........