Fallen

You found me & i had taken you,
You called me your Queen & i loved you,

Ae much time as we had spended together in the past 2weeks i felt i was alive again,
Everything you gave me & how you treated me you took me out of the painful rain,

I gave my life,
I gave everything,
I looked into your eye's as i layed & prayed,
Every relationship i had & this is what i have to say,

"You will never know, it's the price I pay
Look into my eyes, we are not the same
Yeah, this is where you fall apart
Yeah, this is where you break,
Cause I'm in control & you'll know my name
Cause I gave my life, gave it everything
Yeah this is where you fall apart
Yeah this is where you break
To every man who doubted me"

We were taking it slow & creating a beautiful memory,
Every morning & night we called & played games you trusted me to give me your identity,

I thought we were in the right path & our relationship would be a century,
Since you called me a liar & said many bad things at my face for something i did not do you are now history,

Now am at a point where i don't think i am able to handle a relationship anymore & how i feel about love now?…

I rather be mourning & to be in pain i want to rest & now i am slowly going insane this is what i need to say,

"I am never gonna be enough

So I had this dream, it meant everything, and I watched it come alive
Then I let you in, underneath my skin, and I learned to love the lies
Now I lay awake and I contemplate, have I become what I hate?
Can I take it back 'cause it's all I have? Will it get the best of me?"

Poetry by MsMidnight