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Pain
there's no healing it
no remedies
nothing

No more light in my life
no more sleep
no more food
nothing

Only tears,
blood,
and emptiness
all over again

My eyes are filled with pain and tears
and they're cloudy
like the sky

It'll take a whole lot of medication
to keep me together

I can't take it
I could easily kill myself
Because if I died,
I know you wouldn't be the same

Maybe you would feel my pain
maybe you would suffer like I did
I'd like to test my theory
But if I do,
they'll be no turning back