dirty thoughts

when I had a group of friends I was known as the freak
there are things I like
I guess it made me unique
which also get me so unlike

I like for someone to play some games with me
if they would agree
I like to roleplay I want you to make me cry
it gets me high

I am into machoism I get off on pain
everything I do is consensual of course
it's not a loss its again
not by force

I like when you say mean things to me push me around
only in the bedroom though
some people who read this might frown
I don't want it slow

I like to be slap around all in good fun
we have just bearly begun
it's difficult for me to write these things
I just wanna fly with my own wings