Just Friends

 
It's been a long time since  
I have seen your pretty face  
We don't talk or see each other  
As often as we use to  
Because someone else has filled  
That space  
 
Where I use to be and by  
Me not being there, just proves that  
Life ain't fair  
I've never told you how I felt  
So that's my fault  
 
You have no idea, you have no clue  
Of how much I think about you  
When I close my eyes I picture  
Us together all the time  
 
I must stay strong and have discipline  
It's hard to be around you knowing I can no longer put my arms around you  
It's what I wish I could do  
 
But realistically I'm trying to hold  
Back the raging sea inside of me  
I'm swimming in my emotions  
I don't know what to do with them  
I feel like it's a bullet in my chest  
Whenever I see you with someone else  
 
My soul whispers to me so many  
Regrets, right now I wish that  
The rain would just pour down on me  
To camouflage my tears  
 
You deserve to be happy  
You deserve to be someone's forever  
You deserve to be someone's heavensent  
I still believe that maybe we were meant  
To be more than Friends  
 
It's no secret anymore that I've been having all these feeling's and everyday it  
Just builds up from concealing  
I'm feeling way too much for someone I will never be able to kiss ,hold, or touch  
 
I'm realizing that I've wasted days, months, and years without telling you the Honest truth that  
I am Deeply In Love with you...  
 
But we're always going to be just friends.