Insomnia

Sensuality tears me away from slumber
alone I'm a singular number
Stacks of toys to play with
endless pleasure they can give
Try as I might I use my imagination
there's plenty there to ease frustration
then eyes closed I hear the birds
Their sweet lullaby has no words
no sadness, worry or strife
Just living their simple life
I used to be a loving, doting wife
but I chose to seek a better life
For me lay in my half empty bed
It's difficult let's say, enough said
Into the night I must surely sleep
Can't grab a wink I want to weep
so here we go all over again
the real thing will be God knows when
Again I reach my orgasmic high
Oh but with a bitter sweet sigh
I'm tired of being all alone
A 'duvet day' will change the tone
Still restless but the night goes fast
Oh well all is done morning at last.