day tripping through the universes

 
my darkness bane would I be better off if I dipped it in sugar
sweet confections of deceit to people please
my spiritual side is there...I don't conceal her
when the feelings come I let both light and dark speak
it puts some off I can't help that

I wrestle with the darkness in me
it comes and it goes
I can't praise God in the sanctuaries
I don't find him there--

I find him in nature
walking among the flowers
out in my garden
in the spirit of the trees
their branches forever raised heavenward

I find him in the vastness of space
I believe he encompasses even this
each star and planet examples of his awesomeness

then I look back to the Earth
and search the faces of people
we are interconnected somehow through the universes
person to person perhaps receiving an unknown wavelength
I look in the eyes of humanity and witness the soul
so beautifully unique not one like the other

I just know a divine being is out there
someone other than ourselves
so many times I've been saved
somehow I don't think it was mere chance
something intervened on my behalf

I want to see this force face to face
but I wonder can we truly look upon his glory
and understand his true nature?

I have so many questions
lot's of theories
my search continues--

perhaps I'm on a journey of discovery
I pray perchance a space traveler someday
witnessing the glory of the galaxies
maybe then I will know him