Things that make me Happy

It's the little things in life that make me happy.

A song from wayback that strikes up a time in my life where everything was joyous.

Rootbeer floats
Love of family and friends
Thinking of Jesus,the excitement of meeting him face to face.
Mama
Granny
Grandpa
Unk Frank
Unk bob
 Those times,places,things,people.
Are all gone.
Never to be in this life.
See,no matter how hard i try to write about something happy, something negative comes out from the dark place within my mind.
God help me.
I would do or give anything to be happy again.
I'm so damn tired.
So damn tired of being sick and tired.
I see everyone around me full of happiness.
FUCK.
Please lord please.