I Doubt It

I am wearing this truth as a badge of honor
These scars these now noticeable fine silver strings of follicles that were once overlooked but has now started to make their presence known to you and the world…

That this wisdom that I at one point was scared to bestow onto you with the fear that you would judge and overlook these lessons that I have learned throughout my existence…since you of course are “much wiser” because age kissed the forehead and breathed life into your once lifeless body before I…my mistake me.

Yet still my path and your path may have led to this one road I still to this day do not feel within my heart of hearts, as a matter of fact within my soul that you are the one that is meant to turn me on.

You see I had learned some time ago that I would never be able to profit from false gold. Your sometime kisses will never wipe away these battle woulds you had created upon my shell….ouch.  And although you may sometimes put a smile upon my face and make me feel as if I am the luckiest man on this planet. There is no possible way that you would be able to convince me that shit doesn’t stink and love has ever been artificially made.

You give me the reasons to keep faith but let me know that with you I have to play it safe. Confining me to a square while placing me into a circle of doubt.

I can never tell you that I do not love you…but I will ever tell you that I am in love…with you? I most certainly will not.