apocalyptic ache

 
the silence inside me grows until I feel I might scream
anything to wake the dead within me
a fetal coma I feel nothing, I feel everything
it hurts to be this real
inside the darkness of the void

surreal living the catalyst
injecting me with apocalyptic visions
depression peaks then recede
apathy strangles me
I know I'm in deep

no don't touch me I keen
nobody gets in when I'm down
I can't reach you from here

not here...where I dwell
inside the nighttimes of perpetual ache