Drifting back

Constant craving the devil's brew,
it's that time, It's my cue.
Three steps forward,but then down the hill,
Oh how I've missed that little blue pill,
 
The body's renewed I'm sure it's fine
It cannot hurt one more time,
I can already feel the carefree state
To which I've longed to relate,

It won't last I know this much
In the safety of my little warm clutch
Before I know the sweats will come
Then I'll wish I was done,

But for now I'll enjoy
Swimming where no-one think's
It's always nice being on the brink
 But It won't be long before it sinks,

 I want to Drift away,
 just be free.