what if

ok look my wife i dont know what you think about when you spend MY money you say its for BOTH of us but bull shit we both know that you are the only one who will either use it of that its for i am here in IRAQ DEPLOYED and you think you have the right to spend all the money i am risking my life to keep you and every one else safe and you think that sence i m gone that you have to buy your friends and family every thing they want you think thatjust cuz i am in the military that your rich bull shit your not rich i am not rich you say that there are bills to be paid well sweety WE AINT GOT NO BILLS we live with your mom and dad an thats annoying all the time what if i want to just walk around the house naked or shower with you or something your parents never fucken leave the damn house there is always little kids at the house and what if i want to do something romantic for you like maybe hae a trail of rose peddles leading from the room to a warm bath with peddles in th water with your fav candles lit through out the house what if just what if lok i dont mind living with your parents but sweety it gets old weare grown ass adults livig with mom and dad yes i pocket alot of money cuz i dont have to pay for the house but still what if just what if i have been on my own sence i was 16 alrigh i aint sen my mom or dad sence then i have had myown house i have had my own job working 2 jobs and going to school (high school) and still graduated on time with a 4.0 GPA so yes i dont like the rules i dont like the stuff i cant do with you all becuz of your parents
i dont like the fact that when we have sex your parents are in the next room i dont like the fact that we have to be quiet because of your parents if we want to be loud we should be loud
what if just what if
so i dont like the way your changing me i am an angery person and have hid behind my anger all the time i may be an ass but i am not tords you i love you and you love me we should b able to trust each other but sence i have been deployed it seems like you dont love me because of the distance beween us
we have known each other sence 7th grade and look at us know we are married in love but te point is YOU NEED TO CHANGE DAMN IT u need to relize that i come first not you friends