A State Of Nothing

Yearning for the void of sleep
Of not wanting to do anything
Not caring about all that needs to be done
Or who will see you in this state
Feeling so alone
Not wanting to eat or drink
Just there being sad and angry and depressed
Everything makes you want to cry
The smallest inconvenience makes you want to scream
But you do nothing
Because you don’t have the strength to even care
Just sitting there
Knowing you have to get things done
And take care of yourself
But that force pulls you into the oblivion of despair and self-loathing