you can't be really gone

This can't be real,
this can't be happening
you could'nt have been taken away from me.

I'm struggling so intensily over your passing.
To say I need you would be untrue,
I simple want the pressence of you.

I felt your presence in my room the other night,
I wanted so badly to open my eyes and see you there,
It was just an empty wall and tears fell as I sat and stared.